the prodigal girl

Hopefully you can understand the title I chose. But I have got very good reasons why I haven't written for a long time although I promised Gábor to do it a week ago.

So let's start with last Monday. I got the answer from the university and they admitted me. I was very happy but sad as well. The perfect word would be bittersweet because I knew my parents' answer to the school. And unfortunatly I was right. So I wrote to the university if I can wait a year with the studying. They haven't written back yet. I really don't know what to do...surprising, isn't it? :) I was talking to Zsanett about it because I wasn't sure about going myself but she asked if I would be more certain if I had the money and I said I'd go. But it doesn't matter anymore.
I'm only 20 and I don't know what to do with my life. Of course there are things I cerainly wanna try but I should decide because what I'm doing right now is very pathetic. Well actually I'm doing NOTHING. Maybe I should've applied for a university in Hungary. But that wouldn't be better just easier.
My family is telling me that time is running so I have to decide soon.
I'm still looking for a family to be a nanny or something like that. I got answers every week. I could go to Italy or to the Netherlands now.
And there's Gábor who's moving to Amsterdam and I'd be the happiest if I could go with him (if he still lets me). Zsani sent me the Hungarian guys' phone number from the bar maybe it would be a good start to talk to them. Or I could just go from bar to bar and sell my CV. or myself :)
Any suggestions guys? Are you thinking also about moving to Amsterdam, Leho?

Some other news and reasons of my disappearing.
My cousin gave birth to her little daughter last Tuesday. She is the prettiest baby I've ever seen. Her name is Csenge, and only 50 cm long and 3 kilos. So she is very tiny. They came home on Saturday and both of them are healthy. I'm very happy about them. I can't wait to play with the little girl, see her learning everything. I'm not the youngest in that part of the family anymore. Yes! :)

And I was coward to show my tattoo to my mum but accidently she saw it. She was okey, I'm still alive as you can see but she didn't like it very much. One more thing off my shoulders.

Ohhh, and the most important thing of the week :) I have got a new point to write into my CV. I was selling ice cream during the weekend. One of my friends asked me if I could work instead of her because she had other things to do and I said yes. The weather could've been better because on Saturday it was very boring to sell only 10-20 balls of ice cream but on Sunday there were more people. And I met some Americans as well. It was wonderful to speak in English to somebody again. I miss it very much. And at least I have some money so I don't have to ask from my parents if I want to go to the cinema to see Inception and Salt. Hopefully I'm going to see these movies. Have you seen these? I read/heard they are very good. Okey maybe Salt isn't but still..:)

And I've got a suggestion for you guys to watch. It is a Swedish movie. I didn't hear the Swedish language before so I thought it's like Danish. Well...no offense but it was something between Danish and Russian. But the movie, called The girl with the dragon tattoo is a must-see. It's a little long but I think worth to watch. There's going to be an American adaptation but you have to see the original.
And I watched Kingdom of Heaven today. I liked it very much.

And an other suggestion if you have time we could talk on/in/through (?) Skype. The 3 of us just like in Bjerringbro :) Most of the time I don't have anything to do so if you find some time we could arrange it. Because I haven't heard your voice for a long time. And because I miss you a lot. And we could talk about amsterdam or you could tell me what to do in the rest of my life :)
Thanks in advence.

XOXO ( sorry I'm watching Paris Hilton's BFF show..I know I'm hopeless)

Mira